Have you ever tried to remember the exact feeling of a birthday from when you were small?
Not the gifts. Not even the cake. Just… the feeling.My birthdays at my grandmother's had a smell. Something warm, something doughy, something that meant the day was already different before it even began. She would set the table early, and by the time I came downstairs, the neighbors' children were already there, gathered from the houses nearby, as if she had quietly called the whole street together just for me. But the thing I remember most were the roses.
She made them from dough. Small pancakes, folded and shaped with her hands until they became flowers. Real ones, almost. Soft bouquets of them, arranged on a plate like something from a garden. I used to stare at them before eating, unable to believe that hands could do that. That something so simple could become something so beautiful. And there was always confetti. Scattered across the table, catching the light, making everything feel a little more magical. As if the day itself had been decorated just for you. I think that magic never really left me.
I still love making wishes. When I put on a new scarf for the first time, I make one. When I arrive somewhere new, try something I have never tried before, I make one. Quietly, but with the same feeling as that little girl standing in front of a birthday cake. Because on my birthday, there will always be a cake with candles. Always. I believe wishes should be made wherever you can, in small moments and big ones, believing that something is listening. That is what my grandmother gave me, without ever saying so.
That is what my grandmother gave me, without ever saying so. Not just roses made of dough. But the idea that ordinary days can be shaped into something extraordinary, if you love the people around you enough to try.
Anna & Jam Foam